Friday, March 22, 2013

Pathetic and embarrassed

That is how I feel. March 20 was one of the happiest days of my life, yet the days following March 20 have been one of the saddest. First came joy, excitement. Then it hit me: what I'd been looking forward to would never come true. Just because I am naive. He knows that, it makes him laugh and he doesn't care that is all I think about.
This war has been the most difficult experience in my life so far. My opponent is a smart person, probably much smarter and craftier than me. I've lost this war, I admit it. I've made mistakes.
However, this, too, will pass.
One day, I will experience joy again. One day, I will be loved by a better person. One day, he'll feel pathetic and embarrassed.

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