Monday, October 21, 2013

The fact of losing makes me mad

There is a huge disadvantage of being one of the best in your class: you cannot lose.
Not because other people would think you failed, but YOU just do not want to stoop so low.
Maybe I should just relax and forget about trying to satisfy my ego and desires.
On the other hand, I would regret it even more if I didn't try.
Wish I had enough luck to get what I wanted.
There's never enough of it.
Life is complicated.